Hey well all feel like that some more than others I'm ot going to be cheesy and say you can do it be a good person but you don't always have to bee enough a family is a support group, a relationship its at least two people for that reason ok. If you have to be an ass, be bitter I don't invest in what the adults say, " did screaming/crying mak it better" no Sharon but it made me feel better, it's ok to be bitchy. Look I'm no expert but I do know this is true if your going through hell, follow the path it might lead you to a darker path but you'll see the light again but it's not an instant thing it will take time and effort on your part, but stay safe, remember you are loved and wanted, respected and trusted. Ok?