F. Hope y'all are doing good. You're actually a great guy and I think you deserve someone who loves you too.
Ig at one point, when I was at my lowest in life, I kind of believed that I wasn't really deserving of love. But it was one thing that my bf taught me otherwise.
But even so, I kind of learned more about myself now and feel a bit pathetic that I would fall in love so easily. Like before, I would crush on a guy who only talked to me once and also because he was required to because it was a group assignment. Maybe it was what led me to like my bf too, which I feel sort of guilty about because he really deserves much more than just me. He deserves someone who isn't as desperate. Someone who isn't such a f**king train wreck of a girl and could actually help him with his problems. I'm too f**ked in the head to actually provide emotional and mental help to anyone.
Idk, I must've shared too much ig. Shouldn't really get too personal on a meme website, but I just got a lot of shit I wanna say. I can't tell my bf this because ik he's already gonna say that I'm already helping enough but I know it's really not enough. Other girls are doing better. Other girls could actually provide their partners actual happiness and are mentally stable enough. I sure as hell don't want to leave him because I depend on him too much but I feel like not wanting to leave him is selfish.
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