If you know anyway to fix it please tell me

I'm going to kms
(Maybe /j idk)

Oh maybe I shouldn’t have said what I said

No it's fine :')

Ok

OH NO YOU DONT!
SHES MINE!

Oh lmao I was kidding

Thats what I thought
*stops squaring up*

thats sad

Ok

How am I supposed to tell them how I feel tho? They are going to kill me or just hate me.

Why would you say they're gonna kill you?Have they thretaned too? and why would they hate you?

Idk I just feel like they would hate me for wanting a therapist or at least wanting to talk to someone

No, that's a right you have and your parents would never hate you for that

Is it a right? Cause I've never seen it in the constitution or in any documents. And I have completely different personalities when I'm with friends vs when I'm with family

Ofc it is Your Parents would never hate you for that and you having 2 diffrent personalities has nothing to do with this, and your parents will love you for who you are and what you can acheive

But I can't achieve anything and no matter how hard I try it just gets worse and it's really hard and I'm assuming I learn slower than everyone cause I can't ever keep up.

You just need to figure out your way of learning. Some people learn better through visual images and things like that and you can always talk to your consuler about this stuff

I have and I've tried multiple ways and they just don't work for me even though I'm decent in school when I actually take a test I flunk it because I can't do it at all. Just I can't do anything right

Tests can be diffcult at times yes, but all you need to do is learn from your mistakes, double check your work and always remember that you can do anything if you work hard enough

Is it though. Is it really? Because I'm only one out of billions of people who would be such better people then I ever could be

How do you know that?The best version of you is well you! I can see you're depressed but you shouldn't sell yourself short. Try getting off imgflip,read a book or play a sport do something that distracts you from the empty feeling or maybe even confide in somebody because as a person who has been depressed before, keeping it bottled up inside yourself will never help, in fact it will definatley only make it worse

But I can't trust anyone no matter what I only trust you guys on here cause you are some of the most trust worthy people I've ever met. I trust this community more then my own dayum parents

Then tell somebody on here. They might even help you better than people tell Del she's wonderful at that sort of thing

I have told del but for some reason I can't bring myself to tell anyone and I just sit and stare at a wall or say I'm not hungry when I never am and I'm scared to tell my parents how I feel because I feel like they might think that I'm overreacting or like I'm crazy or something

That phobia is what leads to depression. Your parents must have been good enough to raise a child and even if they did think you were crazy, they would take you to a doctor/therpaist who would help better your realtionship with your parents and help your depression issues

If phobia is what leads to depression then I have a h3ll of a lot of different phobias

Well not all phobias but trusting your parents? They made you ofc they care about you

You sure?

Ofc im sure

Yep

I want to die

dont kys bc nicocadoavacdo will out live you and he's basically digging his own grave

I can't even cry anymore without hearing my parents argue or listen to sad music

I wasn't able to cry at my grandma's funeral or both grandpa's

Life's a mess sometimes but thats one of the main reasons you have to deal with it, because killing yourself just shows that you couldn't handle life.What's the point of suicide? You won't be able to escape the struggles of life anyway and I hate to say it but losing somebody is going to happen to us at one point or another so its better to learn from the experince and cherish the memories you had with that peron rather than cry or be depressed about it

I can't even remember what my grandpa sounds like anymore

Its the memories that matter, think about the happy times

But when I do it hurts worse

Do you think your grandpa wanted you to be sad about you?He prob wanted you to contuine living bc every moment you have in your life is precious

Please don’t.

Ok

Whenever I double check it I always end up second guessing myself so much that I completely change the answer and have no idea how I got it

Always fact check whatever you have and stay confident. I used to score high 70's and now I score 90's all you need to do is pay attention in class, review your notes and just read them over

I do and I try yet I still manage to get dayum 70s and 60s and I probably won't even be able to get into dayum highschool and I will probably have to stay behind and even a tutor may not help

Do you study after school?Maybe its because I have discipline and study for 4 hours a day you might wanna try it

You study 4 hours a day!? That's incredible. I would like to try but I can't bring myself to do it.
Could you help me?

Pretty Simple. Start by easing your self into it by studying 1-2 hours per day and each day you add 15 mins into your schdule. Also try minimizing your time playing video games for example, I play 2 days a week it might not be fun, but trust me it boosts your grades by a lot

Ok then. I can try my best :)

:) make sure not to over exerte urself tho and take breaks when you feel like it

Ok then :)

If you have any more problems feel free to dm me i follow u

Ok then :)