I understand that there are things in this world that make it really unfair. I hate myself too. As a matter of fact, i tried to commit suicide a few times. But i learned something very important. It’s not worth it! If you have a loving family and friends, they will be really traumatized if you commit suicide. And also, your pain won’t end. In the afterlife (if there is any) you will feel a guilt that you shouldn’t have done that. Even if i don’t know you and you don’t know me, i believe you are a great person. And if you really need someone to talk to, you can talk to me here, in the coments (because i dont have any social media). I am here for you.