All you’re going to want to do is get back there
Moments of sufficient lucidity
The great hidden sea of the unconscious
Libet’s Delay
I feel as if I might be vanishing
An empty bliss beyond this world
Bedded deep in longterm memory
A relationship with the sublime
Mental caverns without Sunshine
Pared back to the minimal
An empty bliss beyond this World
Tiny gradiations of loss
Camaraderie at arms length
The sublime is disappointingly elusive
Fleeting dreams
Their story is lost
It's just a burning memory
We don't have many days
Late afternoon drifting
Childishly fresh eyes
Slightly bewildered
Things that are beautiful and transient
All that follows is true
An autumnal equinox
Quiet internal rebellions
The loves of my entire life
Into each others eyes
My heart will stop in joy
A losing battle is raging
Misplaced in time
What does it matter how my heart breaks
Glimpses of hope in trying times
Surrendering to despair
I still feel as though I am me
Quiet dusk coming early
Last moments of pure recall
Denial unravelling
The way ahead feels lonely
Back there Benjamin
And heart breaks
Hidden sea buried deep
Libet's all joyful camaraderie
To the minimal great hidden
Sublime beyond loss
Bewildered in other eyes
Long term dusk glimpses
Gradations of arms length
Drifting time misplaced
Internal bewildered World
Burning despair does ache
Aching cavern without lucidity
An empty bliss beyond this World
Libet delay
Mournful camaraderie
Loss of want back there
I might be vanishing
Empty beyond beyond beyond
Losing battle of loss
Advanced plaque camaraderie
All eyes bewildered
Glimpses of life denial
Equinox eyes will stop
Losing loss of battle
Plaque advanced despair
Benjamin beyond bliss
Drifting sublime hope
Minimal all you are
Internal unravel
Dusk memory fraction
Entanglement synapse ache
And bliss everywhere bliss
Post Awareness Confusions
Post Awareness Confusions
Temporary Bliss State
Post Awareness Confusions
Advanced plaque entanglements
Advanced plaque entanglements
Synapse retrogenesis
Sudden time regression into isolation
A confusion so thick you forget forgetting
A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat
Long decline is over
Place in the World fades away
Take care. It's a desert out there...