There is no where that you can cut that the Lord our God, does not see.
God sees you in your time of need and he feels the pain. Here's an example for you.
One day, a man was sitting at his desk by his window, and he saw a caterpillar munching on a leaf. Every day it would come to his window and munch on the leaves next to his window. One day it went into a cocoon. It sat in the cocoon for a while and then started to squirm trying to get out. The man felt bad and grabbed some nail scissors and sliced a line in the cocoon to free the butterfly. When it came out it had beautiful colorful wonderful wings. For a while, the butterfly just sat by his window. The man wondered why it never flew away. He did some research on the special butterfly, and it turns out that if it does not struggle to break free of the cocoon, it will never build up the strength to fly. He had doomed this butterfly to never ever fly.
God works in the same way. He has to hold himself back when he watches you in your hard times. He knows that you need to go through these times in order to become a stronger better, beautiful person. he wants so desperately to let you out and free you, but he knows he has to let you struggle.
God loves you. God sees you.