I had to wait three hours on a zoom call to audition. they were auditioning for 10 days and a total of 10,000 people auditioned. well around there and only 30 people will make it to the second round of auditions. Im pretty sure i didnt get the part but i still have a couple hours left within a time frame so they could still message me and say i made it to the second round. I am completely okay with not making the part but this led me to discover something else about myself. Self love. when the people mentioned modeling to other people as an opportunity- i was interested but found out that i dont meet the requirements for being a model for brands like gucci. Im 5 foot 4in. and females atleast have to be 5 foot and 8 inches. Also you have to be a certain clothing size which was like size 4 or less. (what happened to the age of everyones perfect and accept all body types) Anyways this made me realize that i dont have to be perfect, i just have to be me. the best of me. Today i looked in the mirror and said i love myself, i love the way i look. recently i been dealing with my body image, the way i looked wasnt good enough for me and it made me depressed. Even though i didnt find what i was initally looking for at this audition i did find something else.
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