Ignore the stuff on the side I'm currently outside (I think I accidentally made vent art kinda?)

this looks like....

depressed... demonic? no, maybe just depressed
figures, some kind of figures...

trying to figure out the meaning of life?

I avoid just about everyone and especially my parents and I barely come out of my room and I listen to music and I draw more (and I cry more when I'm alone )

Thats normal if you're an introvert
its just becoming worse

and if you're an extrovert then you're screwed

True
What's an extrovert again?

is that a joke?

No

extroverts are social butterflies
who enjoy talking to people and being social

like me :D

Ohhh yeah that is definitely not me

Idk it maybe just my brain going through the dimension barrier

huh...
interesting

But they left me alone to deal with my parents and to deal with my best friend all of a sudden hating me cause she heard something from her friends

Would you rather them suffer sadness, anger, and loss as well?

(and why does your best friend hate you all of a sudden? thats just cruel)

No

My friend hates me cause she apparently doesn't feel comfortable around my other friends even though they have never talked at all and then they started avoiding me and I made a post about it a long while ago

you told me about the two friends not liking eachother a little while ago

but if someone really wants to avoid you over a different friend, who they don't even like, that makes them pretty cold-hearted.
Even if they still are your friend after avoiding you, it doesn't make they're hatred any different

Ye ik
We have known each other since we were born

then why would they do that?

Idk but after that I have changed quite a lot ig

changed in what way?

Ye

yah

Should I tell my parents?

I mean you can with an explanation

otherwise they may think you're depressed

I'm probably depressed but eh I'm not going to cause therapists are expensive

why would you be depressed?

I have had 10 deaths in the past 4 years and my parents fight often and I saw my chickens dead bodies after 2 dogs killed them and I didn't cry at 3 of my families funerals and I only cried for 10 minutes when my Chickens were killed but something was going to happen at some point

Death is a good thing: It means people don't have to suffer through having to deal with how hard life can be.

The parents fighting thing can go one of two ways... which would probably be good either way.

and the chickens, well that is sad (I have chickens too, and I LOVE them) but the same thing applies with the "death is a good thing" thing