No, you are just a normal person who believes that you are sapphic (whatever that means) which is not true as you are biologically the same as the others and your brain has been tricked into thinking you are sapphic. And the belief that you have solved your crisis just means that you have a very strong belief in the LGBTQ community to the point that becoming sapphic has given you the illusion that you have solved your crisis, just like the belief in consumerism that says that visiting some random country can help you solve your romantic crisis. It’s all in your head.