I CANT TAKE LIFE ANYMORE; IM NEVER GOOD FOR ANYONE, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO BE GOOD, EVERYONE ALWAYS EXPECTS MORE IF THOUGH THATS THE BEST I CAN DO. MY WHOLE LIFE IVE BEEN TREATED LIKE SHIT. EVERYONE ELSE GETS BETTER THINGS THAN ME EVEN IM THE ONE WHO TRYS THE BEST. IM ALWAYS BLAMED FOR SHIT IVE NEVER DONE AND WHEN I TRY TO STICK UP FOR MYSELF I CANT. EVEN AT SCHOOL SAME THING, EVERYONE JUST CALLS ME FAT OR MAKES FUN OF ME IN SOME SORT OF WAY. IDK I MIGHT GIVE UP