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I really need some help | Guys, I'm at my breaking point. I have had to deal with a whole lot of crud in my life and I can't do this anymore. From when I was very little I was ignored and invisible at school and called names by my brother. I lost family members early on and I keep losing them. I've been bullied. My parents ignore my mental health and my desperate need for some form of attention. And on top of it all, my brother is destroying the possibilities for his future and dragging me with him. I have physical problems. I have really bad insomnia to the point where I don't sleep much anymore, and it's been 4 years. I have anxiety and depression and my only coping mechanisms my mom gets mad at me when I use them. I try to be perfect for everyone around me but all I want to do is lock myself in my room and cry. I'm so done. | image tagged in inspirational man | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
215 views • 12 upvotes • Made by Kindness_Matters 2 years ago in depression_much
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-.-.
1 up, 2y,
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yk, my gf is going through your issues mate, is hard yes, but i tell her, it will end, for every day that passes, brings you closer to escaping it.
-.-.
1 up, 2y
if i am to make her day sooner, then so be it, i would risk death, to make her have a better life, without abuse.
eartquakeapplepieham
0 ups, 2y,
1 reply
If you need help, you can talk to someone who will listen to everything you have to say and give back a good response and not a bad one to make your life worse
Kindness_Matters
0 ups, 2y
Thank you. I'm still looking for that person I can really trust, because yes I have major trust issues. I have opened up to too many people who just stab me in the back (figuratively ofc) and I'm treading carefully now. I'm glad that imgflip accepted this part of me.
Mid_night_
0 ups, 2y,
1 reply
No please dont do this!!! 😥
Kindness_Matters
0 ups, 2y
don't worry, I'm not doing anything xD I'm just saying that I'm sick of the way my life has turned out so far. I still have dreams to fulfill, a world to travel and stories to tell. I'm not going anywhere. But thank you <3
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Guys, I'm at my breaking point. I have had to deal with a whole lot of crud in my life and I can't do this anymore. From when I was very little I was ignored and invisible at school and called names by my brother. I lost family members early on and I keep losing them. I've been bullied. My parents ignore my mental health and my desperate need for some form of attention. And on top of it all, my brother is destroying the possibilities for his future and dragging me with him. I have physical problems. I have really bad insomnia to the point where I don't sleep much anymore, and it's been 4 years. I have anxiety and depression and my only coping mechanisms my mom gets mad at me when I use them. I try to be perfect for everyone around me but all I want to do is lock myself in my room and cry. I'm so done.