You are amazing and awesome in everyway! Rember even if you dont think so you are really nice and look amazing <3 (not necarly to make you blush but to remind you in case you dont realize how great you are :>)
Its not youre fault people are dumb idiots! Everyone deserves to be loved and cared about. I belive one day youll find a place for youreself and be happy. Also im happy to suport you. Ace rights. You are great and amazing and awesome!