Ahh neglect turned abuse, physical then emotional then both I've never raised my hand that high o don't like fighting even if I get into a lot of them...I guess its my way of coping I only fight those who do what was done to me..( I'm sorry I'm making a lot of excuses) and I do debate so I can finally have the power to endadness like this... I'm sorry I rambled a bit it's just living in the most beautiful yet homophobic state in the US takes a toll on one self I'm sorry for this long winded conversation I'm really am sorry
