Is this just me?

i get pissed off when they do this to me

Yea like I don't understand the math that I'm supposed to be doing and they are just like here I'll do it out but I still don't understand the steps and then the rest of the time they are just trying to get this one special Ed kid off of YouTube. No offense to special Ed kids I'm fine with then I don't hate them or anything but if you aren't in some sort of help program in the school you're expecting to learn really quickly ( which

... I struggle to do on my own)

Im sorta special ed but it only rlly helps me in math and stuff all the other subjects I don't need help in

Math sucks. I'm being tested rn but I'm not sure if it's in the right kind of things. Like I am clearly struggling with school but some of the test just seem easy to me.

Sometimes I like to think of life as a sort of game. Like me and my older brother have both been proven to have a slightly higher IQ and i like to think of that like a "special ability" but with all good things there comes a drawback. Mine is anxiety and probably depression. And with that it renders my " special ability" practice useless unless in doing something I like.

I also have a inferiority complex so no matter what I always feel below others and that whenever I speak i feel like I made a big mistake and should have never spoken.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk. ( Sorry it was so long :< )