ok so like- remember all the arkansas shit? yea- that?
So, this morning i confronted my mom about it and asked why we were going to move. i was wondering about it, and it made me loose alot of sleep considering i left my friend group to make this change easier for me.
guess what she said? guess what my m o t h e r told me? "No, *DEADNAME* we arent moving. i just wanted to make you think so. you were getting to happy. it was making me uncomfortable. i wanted to ruin that. see? back to normal!"
when i started crying she called me a little b wodr and told me to unpack my stuff. isnt this wonderful?
i left my bestfriends because of a damn prank. i have been doing m o n t h s of schoolwork in days because i didnt want my grades to freeze or be disqualified.
(TW for this part, dont read if sensitive to Mental health disorders and such)
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and to top it off, yesterday i went to my first therapy session with this woman. i told her about all of my eating disorders and SA, SH and stuff, and she just went "oh, that sucks. have you ever done drugs?" and i nodded and told her what they did (i have kidney disease and it increased my kidney function. it wasnt a hard drug, just weed.) and she told me to continue doing it, so on the bright side, im getting a medical license.
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