And I'm the kind of person who will creatively use anything I can find laying on the ground as a weapon, I sent someone to the ER back in middle school by stabbing them with a pencil and a few months ago I got so mad at someone at could've just pulled out my scissors from my coat pocket and stabbed them to death, but I didn't.
I'm sadistic and psychopathic, plus schizophrenia and PTSD don't help either. Not a great combo to have..
