What do you listen to, then?

Uhhhhhhh-
The song I am listening to rn, Brooklyn blood pop, and multiple other songs that are similar

I don't see anything wrong with that.

Have you heard the thoughts I've said out loud?

No... enlighten me.

So there is this nail right above my pillow where I sleep. I have said, "If I just woke up one day and threw my head back I could impale my skull with it." I've even said, "I want to throw myself off a cliff. I hate this life."

Ok... that might be a tad bit concerning...

I mean I've walked so close to the edge of a cliff but can never jump. When I get like 5 inches away from the edge I just think "nope not today try again next week."

Um... ok... thats a little more concerning...

How though?
Isn't it normal to have those thoughts?

Well... no. Not really. If I were at the edge of a cliff, I'd just admire the view.

I just walk close to the edge and look down to see how far down it is. Hence why my parents don't trust me.

But why are you looking down?

Because there is usually a river below every cliff I have been at.

Then its not a cliff, its a canyon.

Nah cause there is a large drop off and there is no other land around it except for under it

Oh. Then its a cliff.

Yeah.