I'm doing better. Thank you Feather.

I just got called to the councilors the other day. It was about certain thoughts I was having. I will be emitted to therapy. I don't know when I just know I will. Things are changing in my life and people aren't trusting me anymore and they're becoming scared of me and my life will never be the same. I want to be a good person but it's almost like my mind won't let me. I'm in a prison of my own making and I really need support right now. I don't want to seem like I'm seeking attention but I'm not okay but I want to be okay. I want to be stable. I want things to feel real and I want to be alive. I love you all so much and I miss when I was happy

Okay. Update. I just spoke to one of my friends and they made me feel a lot better. Also, thank you all so much for what you have done to help just in a general sense. You all mean the world to me and I hope we all keep in touch. Thank you.

That's great keep getting better best wishes! :)

I'm glad Feather helped!

I am here for you all the time :D ,do not be afraid to talk to me, I practice therapy, I won't say I am the best therapist but I have a little but of therapist experience

Great, cause trust me, you are well known and always welcome to have a talk.
And if you fell down, I’m honest, I feel a tad down aswell.
Hope you get Over it mush, cause it won’t be the same.

I trust you will my life, And its going to stag that way. For as long as i am alive. I hope things get better for ya, and I suggest that you take a break. Only if you want to. I hope you get better soon. Love you <333333333

Your welcome. we are always here for you, Oki?