I had a pretty bad Halloween. I had a big depression and ended up laying next to a knife in my bed for 5 minutes before my gf texted me and brought me down form wanting to hurt myself and now I feel bad and she is making me call a hotline on Friday, and that may help. Also i had my final marching competition on Saturday and we didn’t make finales so 😭, also what do y’all think of my outfit, it’s in the comments. She/he; Sad depressed