I like the fact that he always needs a moment, and ill let him have that.

His anxiety experiencing lag or smth

lol wdym

(Relatable)

Well-
Sketchy (or his actual name, vince.), still has it, and i didnt notice until the start of the relation.
Hes very sweet, and yes, im used to his blackouts, and sometimes the only thing i need to do is act like some sort of guardian angel, yknow, idiots at school.

Yeah people can suck. They don't understand tbh.

Yeah, it often goes so far, that i was sick one day, and came back to him with a blue eye.
I sometimes feel sorry for him, but he says all the time that all nasty things end eventually, so he got that sheer courage :)

Oh crap- that sucks
It's good that he is okay

Oho, trust me, i do lash out at suckers twice my size.
and yes, he is fine :)

Wow you have like- 100x more guts than I have-
That's good :]

Hey, cmon now, dont dig yourself in now, im sure you are a great person aswell!
no mater what you got, your still special in your own way!

I dig myself in all the time- I don't really think so tho

when you are thinking that, thats not you, thats your fear popping you off, you really can be special in own ways!

I guess I could- I have been struggling with a lot of stress and sadness lately.. Especially when my friend went to Arizona this week so I am all alone until November, to make it worse one of my friends wasn't here and another one of my friends got moved away from me in class because of a new seating chart. Not to mention the fact that I am constantly stressed because my friend is always saying she wants to kill herself

Well, thats nasty, hopefully your not getting targeted at school for that, cause since i have something with him, some guys keep swarming the poor soul

That really sucks. I mean, it's not something you can really control.

Wish i could know, sketchy has these ´black-outs´ as he calls it, causing him to freeze and stare for a while, a bit nervous looking.

Yeah I get those sometimes- ya just kinda panic, especially when your in a frightening situation or you have to talk to people when you have social anxiety. Sometimes ya kinda just get this guy feeling that your doing something wrong no matter how many times someone says you didn't

Hm, that is one reason im sort of proud of him, he just asked me once, after that, he told me he had so many attacks of fear, but wouldnt give in.
So im confused and somehow happy that you can ignore it

Oh wow- I honestly try to ignore it but I can't tbh- I just have to sit on the floor in the corner and think about how life sucks while I say "oh yeah I'm completely fine.." and watch as people just say "okay!" And walk away

huh. You and sketchy are quite simmilar in that. Only, sketchy does not sit lol

Yeah sometimes you just stand there and stare into the void

Yup- thats the guy i know.

Oof- I feel bad that he has to go through that too

Yikes-
Hope things will be better for you in the future!

Thank you!

yw! :]

:D

i've a constant anger

Hm, ive dealt with guys targeting sketchy because he has this big form of anxienty, maybe i can give you advise.

what's your advice?

Nothing yet, but can you tell me about this ´brody´ guy, maybe that can get me a solution to you.

also, what does he do to get you at your boiling point?

he
mocks me
walks up to me
purposely catches up to me
stares at me for far too long
annoys the absolute F**K out of me
oh, AND he tried to break the ONE THING I F**KING NEED FOR SCHOOL.

Those are a lot of reasons to go to your decan, teacher or tell it to your parents, they can call school and tell them about it, so they can take care of it.

I've already DONE THAT.

Then, use turned pshycology, if he stares at you, you stare back until he quits.
if he mocks you, you laugh at him for that.
nothing physical, poking fun. and that should stop hi dead in his tracks i believe.

i really want to repeatedly slam his head into a wall

That just makes it worse, you can be intimidating, but not like that. If you fight back,hell see you are annoyed.

I just want him to suddenly die.

Maybe you can let all your anger go away like that and just xount to 10 for a bit if needed, or go to your happy place, in your mind of course.

there is no happy place, only rage.

No, your not getting me here, in your happy place, there are no rules, only yours. in there, you can do stuff to him whatever you want, so you make fun of him inside and just grin at him, while he does not know what the hell you wish for him.

okay

soo thats a quick temper right

no
i constantly want to rip someone's throat out

oh.
oh dang.
you might want to check that.

i won't.

uh, whatever suits you i guess.

and
i don't want to talk about it

Thats fine, you dont need to.

I want to describe what I want to do to that man in fine detail.
It's very gory.

what man, if i could ask?

this bitch at school named Brody.

i'm constantly past my tipping point.