OK so I feel as if my life is falling apart around me and I can't control it and I don't know how to ask for house because I might be seen as weak by my family and that would almost kill me and I feel like killing myself just to end it just for a moments rest cuz I keep on going like this I'll run myself into the ground and I don't have anyone to talk to nowhere to go because in my parents house you aren't allowed to cry unless you're hurt so that's it I guess
It's the fact that I just can't it took so much will power to make this post and even this took a lot of my chest and If I were to go deep I would need multiple therapists