You have a purpose. Someone cares for you. Someone out there loves you. It might not be your mother, but it also might be, but idk for myself.
Your life serves a purpose in this world, and it won't happen overnight, it's going to take a while for you find it. Stay on the path of righteousness, "hide in the light" (fav quote from Stranger Things, has a lot of meaning)
It will be hard to stay true, but it will be worth it in the end. Stay moral, ethical and hopeful.
You. Are. Special.
You. Are. Loved.