So... I have this thing tonight where I'm pretty sure I'm going to see my ex. I still havent really gotten over it even tho the relationship ended over a month ago. I want to tell her I'm trans... but idk... its tough... why life why...
But I did accidentally mention suicidal thoughts to a friend of mine, and he is trying to help (by threating to tell my parents) but I still thank him for it... problem is I want to tell him I'm trans... (He knows I'm "bi") but... ugh Catholic schools are tough to be gay in.
Oh yea... i've been having thoughts about hurting myself sometimes so thats fun... Happy but nervous and also feeling depresso espresso...