Hey, remember that your life matters and you should always love yourself. Sometimes we let the hate get so close to us that it seems like it won't go away, and that's okay. If you need help you can always turn to those you know you can trust and will be there for you. If you feel comfortable enough you can talk to me, but you don't have to. If you are really struggling you might want to take some time away from things like Imgflip for a little bit. Some schools offer mental health days and if you need you can use them to work on making yourself feel better, and you could also reach out to professionals about this. Your life matters and you are not pathetic. Everyone matters even if they don't feel like they do.
From your friend that's always here for you, Lex