So... my coach recently passed away. Coached my schools football team for about 20+ years, led them to 5 football championships. Also coached T&F (throws) and basketball. He was a great guy and will be missed at my school. That’s one reason. Another is I don’t have many irl gay friends, so it’s tough for me to have irl support, sure I have some ally friends, but not many and tbh I just want my ex back. She was so helpful and understanding when it came to this stuff. Ugh... why did I have to do something stupid and throw the whole thing out the door... why...
Ugh anyway she and I are both off school today (different schools) so should I text her to see if we could talk (she said she still wants to be friends... tbh not sure by she doesn’t text back... gah why does life have to be like this)
Alright daily vent 1 out of the way