I don't know where to start. Plus it's gonna take some long ass years for me to get better. I'm slow to embrace new ideas, the fursona draw tutorials don't work on me cause i don't know what the f**k am I doing.
I know it takes practice. Yes i am kinda interested in art, that doesn't mean I want to draw everyday and learn something everyday. Grow the f**k up, and learn how to respect others.