Fear!

Fear; Life Chapter two; Let's go back a few years. I am in kindergarten and I am on time out. I was just looking around letting my imagination go wild. I miss those days and times where my mind would just wander the area i was placed in. it still does, just not as much. I was sitting on the stairs to the church - The school was connected to a church - and was looking around at the bright green grass, the yellow dandelions, the white wild flowers, and obviously some bees. Which I was and still am terrified of. I kept my eye on that cursed bee. It was a typical bumblebee. I could tell from it's drunk flying movements. It was getting closer, further, going left, right, up, down. Y'know, bee movements. But it wasn't until it went straight and suddenly disappeared. As if it had been eaten or ran behind an invisibility cloak. I made nothing of it. I looked around and saw another bee. A Hornet this time. Hornets have more stricter movements, still drunk-ish like a bumble, but a little bit more sober. Left, flower. Right, flower. Then. same as the bumble bee. Straight and gone! I started to get a little freaked out... I was looking around some more. When I get this feeling of horror and being watched. I look around to my left and there was nothing. To my right? Nothing. Above me? Nope. Then I realize what I am sensing is right behind me. I look at the door windows to the inside of the church, and I saw this. What I saw was a spider as big as the pane of the window. It gave me a jolt of fear and adrenaline. I yelled out "SPIDER!!!" and picked up a pebble. Not a rock, not a stone. A PEBBLE!!! I threw the pebble with all my little 5 year old might and... missed the spider... I hit the pane next to it and cracked it to the ironic shape of a spider web. But... the spider vanished... The teacher had heard this to skit "AH! SPIDER! *Tep* *Shhk* NYEH! *TANG!* AH! NO!" The teacher saw no spider, me standing up from time out and running away from the scene of the church's first juvenile vandalistic act. She one of the older teachers grabbed me by the wrist and was chauffeuring me around and into the building and into the church corridors all the way to the window. I was crying and screaming "I JUST WANTED TO KILL THE SPIDER! I JUST WANTED TO KILL THE SPIDER!" Over and over. My Parents got called up and were told the story as I had said it just now from "AH! SPIDER! Blady blady blah..." The Principle named... Uh... (For safety reasons) Mrs. "Chantler" went on my side of the story and said "He's alright, he's not in trouble, he was very brave and he just wanted to kill the spider."; And to this day, I am still scared of spiders. (End Chapter)