How do you expect people to listen to you when you talk to them this way? What I find causes most unnecessary conflict is immediately attacking the other side without making sure you understand each other completely. I don’t know why you’re saying things like “end your life” as if you’d even heard of Jesus you’d know that he is not about hate but about love, learn to love yourself and others and maybe you’ll find people would listen to you more. A powerful quote I heard is, to be understood you must first understand. Maybe try meditation? Pray for strength and a bettering of character every single day, walk out in nature and just breath the fresh air. So many things that you can do that could improve your mental health. But starting at an argumentative standpoint will do nothing but keep you at a spiritual stagnation. God bless and I wish you a great day, peace.