If you wanna die, go for it. But remember not just the bad things that happened to you. Think about the wonderful memories you've had. Being bi makes you special. People don't like that because they might not be used to it. It just makes one more special thing leave this earth. You are loved, don't forget that. Remember that death isn't always an option that you must take. You can go to therapy for this. If you already do, I recommend some time when you can find the beauty in things. There is more life ahead. Don't get out of seeing what good things and experiences can happen because you're depressed. Go live your life! <3