PLUS I hate being called a "girl" or a "young woman". Other ones are accepted, as long as it's not "man" or "boy" not as 'slang'

Me trying to figure out my sexuality and gender:; I know I am a girl; but yet I still want to be a boy; And I guess I'm bi because I like DDLC(all of them) and liked some boys in other fandoms.(And I guess I have a very, very small and tiny + smol crush on Monika, Yuri and the others-)