Shuichi_The_Emo2; Recently it feels like I have been confined in a small room with no escape. Literally I just wanna be myself but I physically can't since in a way it feels like the only people I can turn to will just push me deeper into the small room and make it smaller at the same time. Everytime I try and even think about trying to lead the small room, I get deeper pushed inside of it. The deeper pushed inside I get, the harder it gets to speak and act for myself.