The Click demon

I said "I'm happy for you lol you have someone to love" to her. She was the person who used to make me the happiest in life. She was my angel, my soldier. I felt a pang of jealousy and sadness as I reread her message about her loving her boyfriend. I still love her, dearly. I can't help feeling this way. I am the one in the wrong, the one who left. And yet I still hold feelings. I don't know what is wrong with me. All I can do is question myself.