I don't feel anything, I don't want emotions to distract me from school work (college to be exact), then again...I am kinda excited to see my family in Poland again (Hence why I did say I won't be on from the 7th to the 24th), but kinda not since I am worried about my dad doing something stupid again, it's bad enough his health is badly f**ked up (I mean, ig for 9 years it has been? Idk....Aha...)