I mean
-Traumas from elementary school (my then gf cheated on me with the bullies, the bullies threw fireworks at me and brought knives to school to threaten me etc.)
-At my current school, I’m getting bullied too by people who are mentally fricking insane and try to get me into suicide
-Been diagnosed with epilepsy, this kept me 6 months in bed because I didn’t know what it was and if I didn’t lay down I would get an epileptic attack (thankfully I have really good working medications rn)
-My grandma, who did everything for me and really cared about me, died because of Alzheimer’s, meaning that she didn’t even remember me in the last days of her life (“I don’t have a grandson” and she acted rude to me too)
-My dad has aggression issues to me and my mother, he also threatened me with a knife twice and he is also a really good manipulator, with people believing him and turning against me and my mom
He also cheated on my mother with another woman recently and now he gives my mom the blame that I know about it, while I found the messages and now my dad tries to get my mom in prison
-I never knew what a social life was until now (I also have autism) and now I have no friends anymore outside of a few at school
And I still have my difficulties because I missed a few important steps in (social) life
