Benji kidcore (made by hanz)

My parents said they'd take me back to school shopping for clothes at TJMaxx and instead took me to goodwill. I'm literally so upset. All these years I've hated my style, I've finally gotten a bit of a glow up. I don't dress like a nine year old anymore and I'm so happy about it. But goodwill has like widowed old lady clothes, nothing i like at all, total loser stuff. I shop at Hot Topic whenever i can, or Amazon. Honestly TJMaxx would have been fine, my brother got to go there and he got really cool t shirts i totally wanted too. It's not fair. I see the cool alt kids on Pinterest, or cute kidcore outfits, and i feel so jealous.
I'm also tired of being forcibly feminized.
My mom shows me dresses and leggings and flowery t shirts, and i pretend i like it.
But I'm a BOY, for Christ sake.
I'm so sick of this.

why i got myself cryinf rn
thats sorta sad benji

Your perfect the way you are.
You dress the way you want but remember:
Clothes don't have a gender.♡

I know they don't but i just wish i was perceived masculine by society.

I wish I could help, I really do. I sadly canceled my Vegas trip because it was supposed to happen like right after you dissapeared smh

Ah man

Yeah... better luck next year ig haha. Here's to hoping Roro doesn't get back in that time lmao /hj /lh

😭😭 Jesus i hate her 😭

Same lmao
Why u hate her tho? Is it bc of what I told you or is there more Roro drama?

What you told me and the fact she ghosted me 😍😍

She ghosted everybody, why did I live and trust her. I wrote a letter for her to.😍😍😍

There's also the huge drama she made when we first dated that caused the argument with you.

I hate how she treated you.

Ugh, parents suck I swear. I f**king hate it when they do that-
If you want, I could like, try to find some clothes at home that I think you might and give them to you so you have some more clothes you like. Also, honestly, it’s stupid that your parents try to forcibly feminize you. They shouldn’t do that. You should be able to get clothes that you like, and they shouldn’t f**king care about it. Oh btw if you wanna piss them off about that and stuff just tell them that dresses were originally made for boys <3 (cause like I think it’s true? Idk I’ve heard it before. It’ll piss them off if you tell them though 💀)

Oh yeah. Also don't give me clothes I'll feel bad.

No it’s fine I could totally give you some! I know I have tons of clothes at home I need to get rid of anyways because everyone in my house has so much clothes. Idk what I have exactly but I do have a couple like plain the dyed shirts I could give you if you want. I also have a couple button up shirts that I got from my cousin that I can also give you. (They’re like, formal shirts though lol)

Okay 😭😭 but lemme buy you a gift then

Fine- TwT

Yay! What can i buy you?

Hmm not sure- I wouldn’t want it to be too expensive though cause I’d feel bad 😭

Maybe like, if your able to find any stranger things funko pops, could you get me one? Idk I want another one cause I have an Eleven one 💅
And I’m they’re usually not too expensive- The one I have I got for like $12 so that’s not bad, considering how much I’ve seen they go for

Oh also the one I have already is Eleven from season 4 when she’s at the skating rink. It’s amazing 🤩

Sure! I'll find one.

Ok! Thank you!
Imma try to get you something too because yes. Idk if I should reply spend my money rn though since I’m trying to save it, but I have the trans pin I have that imma give you and imma try to find a couple of rings to give you. And then of course I’ll look through the clothes I have and find some of those to give you <3

Ooh, I'll buy you a custom necklace or ring. They're online kinda cheap.

Can we continue this convo in memechat
?.

Yessir