Tw: cussing, drugs, s/h, suicide, abuse
Ok so from the very beginning my parents hated each other they couldn't fvcking stand each other and had me after less than a year of knowing each other and my mom was 20 yrs old when she got pregnant but they still raised me pretty well even tho my dad was verbally abusive and my mom would always tell him to stop calling me a bitch and when I was five they got married and the only thing I remember is that my cousin broke a bottle in the library at the venue and I got cut on a shard of glass from it and then they separated when I was 6 but they still were married and living together for like 2 months and during those 2 months my dad would always have friends over and asked my mom not to come home for a few hours bc he wanted to drink and watch football with his friends while 6 yr old me tried to sleep and when I didn't I would get yelled at and then my mom and I moved into my grandparents' house and we shared a room and she was in college and working at Starbucks from like 2pm to 11pm so she couldn't help me with homework then they got back together and my dad moved into my grandparents' house with us and they fought like every night then my cousin was born and her, my aunt, and my aunt's shitty boyfriend Nathan moved in with us and Nathan would only ever watch anime and smoke with the window closed and never really seven drove my cousin to daycare but this story isn't about him and for me at school my best friend Taylor was ignoring me like every day and I was crying during recess and lunch because my teacher was really mean let's skip 3 years I'm in 4th grade now and covid happens and I find out that I'm a lesbian and probably non binary and I get into an abusive relationship with Taylor my friend from before who would always just vent to me but would never let me talk whenever we FaceTimed and her mom hated me for some reason and we're on and off for like a year and Taylor gets with our homophonic friend Kane and he tries to convert me to be straight and would bully me and then I went into 6th grade and got into a new relationship with Aly (we just broke up like 2 days ago) and a few months later I get really depressed and I self harm a ton and attempt suicide and I talk to one of my close friends Lily about it and she calls the cops who then send me to a mental hospital and when I get out I've found out from my roommate that you can get high off anxiety meds and I started going to a k-12 the end
