Try NAMI Connection. Many affiliates are meeting via Zoom right now. You just have to be 18+ and have a mental illness. I think DBSA also has open support groups
I AM A SURVIVOR OF MULTIPLE SUICIDE ATTEMPTS AND HAVE BEEN FIGHTING DEPRESSION FOR 5 YEARS WITH SMALL BREAKS IN BETWEEN. YOU CAN FIGHT DEPRESSION TOO. DON'T GIVE UP, NO MATTER HOW WEAK YOU FEEL. YOU ARE STRONG! PLEASE FIND HELP BY TALKING TO SOMEONE.
THERE IS HOPE