Both depending on my mood. That's really what it boils down to since God cannot change and help us one minute and abandon us the next. I feel His presence when I take time to be in His presence. When I abandon Him for wordly distractions and neglect my prayers I feel abandoned by Him. I moved, He doesn't. Remember when Jesus was asleep in the boat and the apostles woke him up thinking they were gonna drown in the storm and Jesus was like(I paraphrase) Bruh, you woke me up for this? I'm God remember? If I didn't want the boat to sink you don't think I can keep it afloat even in my sleep? He's always with ya brother.
