An Aplogy/ My Side of this shitty story just to get it out my system; so yesterday when i was speaking to keith on insta i did notice one of jonathans arts on his story. all i literally told them was the following i said from MY experince. that jonathan flirts with everyone and it made me unconfortable and stuff. yeah i admit i was jealous about him flirting with keith because i thought they were gonna end up being closer and closer and maybe eventually more in the future and that keith was just gonna leave me behind. so i got kinda defensive and stuff. the only reason why i made the rant post was not to start drama, but just as a way to vent and get it out my system. did not expect anyone to comment, but idc anymore its over. so heres a few things.
1. my apologies for ranting/venting on imgflip. however i dislike the fact jonathan had to bring it to msmg. i kept everything on my personal stream as i was just venting as i hate being direct with my feelings to people.
2. my aplogies to jonathan for being a jealous defensive asshole. i honestly thought you were gonna ruin keith for me like you did with jericho and you posting the erp online thingie. i got scared and acted quickly, ya ya ya.
3. sorry in general for just being the way i am. i have issues with being protective of friends since i dont have friends irl lol. my frineds in 2020 left me over an opnion and harassed me sexually and were racist to me over it. so i didnt really heal much of it so i turned to irl situations and stuff.
so yeah. that's my aplogy. and sorry to keith despite him never seeing this, for just being a bad frined. i dont honestly deserve frineds. i dont want smpyathy or i dont want people to think this is a way of me wanting forgiveness or anything im just being honest. i dont deserve em. i dont lol. anywho, for those harssing jonathan stop it's not worth the time or the effort. just move on as i am.
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