F**K WHEN I TRY TO BE HAPPY SM HAPPENS AND I KNOW DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART IM JUST AS DUMB AND USELESS AS THE REST OF HUMAN KID PLAY VIDEO GAMES THAT KEEPS ME HAPPY TILL SECONDS TURN INTO MINUTES AND MINUTES TURN INTO HOURS AND HOURS TURN INTO DAYS AND DAYS TURN INTO WEEKS AND WEEKS TURN INTO YEARS