You say I'm ok, going to live, going to one day be normal. But I still doubt it. I am scarred by things no other human could imagine, I'm very close to insanity, I get at least one near death experience every week
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i bet you can find help there are nice people who will try their harest to help
You say I've got ptsd. But I am far beyond traumatic stress. I'm at the edge of the pit of hell. I have knowledge that man wasn't meant to have. You can't unsee something. You can't give back memories, I am trapped in my cage of eternal torment. My safe room I built up isn't as safe at I thought. I'm not the only thing living in there
It is all figurative, I mean, no matter how hard I try to forget, or shut down to erase the scars, they come back, they haunt me. They stay with me forever
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I cant possibly imagine what youre going through. But if you actually want to get better instead of giving up then you might actually find a way
Never managed to actually hurt any of them except for that one
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so ill stop bringing it up and again you dnt have to talk about anything you dont want to but talking to a trained therapist can help. you dot have to, its just a suggestion
I killed something that wasn't meant to be seen by human, I escaped an attack by a thing that has driven even the most fortified men to the breaking point