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ever since the beginning of seventh grade, every day, I would literally pass out. Like there would be a certain time of the day I would just black out and collapse. but that was when I went to bed at 3-4 am so I got an hour or so less sleep than I do now. So now that im getting a full 4-5 hours of sleep instead of 1-2, im actually live laughing loving my best life im like thriving bro π€ however. I still feel the same way I do in seventh grade, and though I dont black out on a daily basis, I still come near to doing so, and I have trouble balancing. like if you ask anyone in my dance class, they will tell you I fall a lot, and sometimes I find myself sitting there staring off and feeling like im gonna collapse and im thinking oh great I look FRACKING EMO NOW so anyways
today I was feeling especially tired, like I said in my last post, I had been feeling especially weak lately and having occasional migraines and headaches during the day. But I brushed it off thinking it was no big deal. Then during dance, I noticed that I was falling a lot in the beginning of class, which is unusual because when I fall the most it's around the middle/end of class. and then the competition kids couldn't take my joke and tried to humiliate me but I laughed it off and went to run our recital dance. side note: our song for the number is Black and Gold, which is kinda important. so anyways we were dancing and I lost myself and rolled the wrong way and I tried to laugh it off again bc it was lowkey funny and I thought that was the worst of it. Well I was wrong. I noticed that no matter how hard I tried, I could not put myself in the right place, it was like I lost sense of direction. I proceeded with the dance, but I lacked energy and I was completely out of it. So then it was near the end. I thought to myself, "almost there, you can do it" but then I πΆSEE NOTHING BUT BLACKπΆ (please tell me SOMEONE understood that) and I trip on my foot and next thing I know I am lying on the ground. like I straight up passed out. well I almost got trampled and some people were laughing at me so I laughed at myself but I was so embarrassed did something no dancer should ever do. I just laid there on the floor for a few seconds. I should have gotten up but I didnt. oops....
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