Does eating dark chocolate wake you up ?

Sleep then

I can't.

Melatonin

s l e e p
g e t s l e e p i n g d r u g s

E v e r y t h i n g makes too much at night.
Even as I'm typing this it feels loud.
Even with headphones on my music sTiLL feels loud.

I odnt have gaming headphones :(

D a m n .

My parents would wake up to the sound of gunfire, demons, and BFG division playing in the background

As expected . _ .

bro BFG Division hits differently when you're actually playing

Listen to it

No. I need
music
right now.

It is music

M y music.

Zad

I probably have minor brain damage.

do ur parents konw??

Of course not.

It started when I was
nine. My dad has the same issue,, I just,,, I learned it from hiM, I think.
At least, that was the start.

But he thinks I'm fine . _ .

are you fine?

uh. Yes. I'm not suicidal.

I just
I'm just tired.
._. Rhulk, do you think someone can self-harm but not be suicidal?

yes, it is possible
but dont (still gunna call me Rhulk?)

I just d i d 💀 I think it's coOL, psychologically.

(Always. That is your name now.)

WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOURSELF
DONT F**KIN CUT YOUR WRISTS
(not really. Before you met me, it was always some form of "RynSlhddn")

B r u h . It's okay.
It's not like , , transbender emo ass shit,, I'm not f**king suicidal.
It's just
it looks like my dog scratched my upper arm. And I feel fine. I feel
awake.

(Rhulk is your name
to m e . )

STILL DONT
D O N O T
IDGAF WHAT OR HOW, DO NOT
(ok. Ig im the final boss in the Vow of the Disciple raid)

*too much noise

S m h

The intention isn't to hurt myself because I hate myself, Rhulk . _ .
It's to wake me up . so it is . justified . and ok .

(I will nod and pretend I understand.)

rhulks face through a sniper scope

cute

uuuhhhh
what am I supposed to do here

ok, but dont make it severe

I ' M N O T S U I C I D A L .
Cuts go away.

ik ur not suicidal
Im just worried
You live in a different and mildly disturbing way

D i s t u r b i n g . . . . . I just want to stay awake.

how do you keep yourself busy for 8 f**kin hours

Thinking,, just,,, your head. And music. Mostly.

sounds depressing ngl

N a w w w .
Music is the best thing humanity has created.
And it just depends what you're thinking about.

I mean, if was up at night and couldnt fall asleep, id go play on my xbox, but it'd make too much noise

I CAN'T

._. weLL, I know something that'll wake me up

find soemthing to make you unwake then

My goal is to b e awake. bruh.

W H Y
GETSOMEF**KINGSLEEP

1. Drizzy
2. Night is just .-. better. I have to face another horrible day tomorrow. Might as well have the last bit of fun before those grueling hours,,,

i mean, youre not wrong
but still
sleep is nice

Sleep is wasted time. I know it's necessary but like ._. I could be doing sO many other things.

like???

Writing, reading, music, Hyperbeam, Hannibal, YouTube, music, Drizzy , ,

ok
fine
but like
is this affecting your growth?
my brother is only 5' 6" cuz he didn't get much sleep doing hw

like uh
talkin wit
uh
drizzy