breakdowns are fun..

Feel that *hug*

Here for you if you want to talk about it with me

*hug*

*sigh*

If you wanna talk about it, I'm here hon. ^^

idk maybe just breaking up wasnt the best idea..

there's always gonna be a lot that'll make you think a choice you made wasn't the best idea.

i feel bad ive already cried twice over something i didnt want
but i didnt wanna risk getting hurt again

There's an affect for everything. But, maybe it was right. You at least considered yourself as well.

was it really? i feel like it wasnt a good choice...i just feel empty..

👁👁

I said maybe, because I'm not sure. We'll all feel empty. I know you do too, but you need to remember that we're all still here. Just as friends, but either way, as people that love you like hell.

im blaming myself BECAUSE HE WOULDNT HAVE HAD TO PRESUMABLY CHEAT IF I WASNT F**KING GOOD ENOUGH. THERE IS CLEARLY SOMETHING F**KING WRONG WITH ME.

If that's the case then some people are just like that, doesn't help that they're still young

No. That just means that he wanted more than just you, not that you weren't good enough. He just wanted more than just you, for what I see. Does that mean you weren't good enough? No.

Please, let's avoid the sorta "yelling" thing, I get it's a problem, but I don't want us to escalate things. I'm trying to help, ya know..

I atleast know personally that I'm willing to walk to the ends of the earth just to try and be there for you

sorry for ranting..just been a long day.

It's alright, it's been a long day for everyone I think

Nah, I understand. It's good that you did, always better letting it out then boxing it in. Trust me, it doesn't work, I speak outof experience of having boxed problems in my whole life. I still do it.

That all aside, I'm here for you Zion. I'm your friend after all. It's what I'm supposed to do. ^^

and I love you very, very much *tight hug*

i just wish i was good enough...maybe thats why he did. ii just wasnt good enough...he had every reason to..

Maybe there's a different reason they did? and to be honest, most relationships at young ages don't often last, atleast in that area

No. You were good enough, but maybe they also just loved the other person as much. That's hopefully not rude, but to me, it's not your fault at all. You were good enough for them, and for me too.

Bruh no he was an asshole, you're good

idk anymore...its over but it still hurts...i wish i didnt know..

There's lots we wish we didn't know. But wouldn't you think it's better you found out recently, instead of later for where it'll hurt even more?

I know it took me a bit over a month to figure things out and become alright with it between us

Things will get better eventually and you'll figure things out, and again, we're here for you to help you with this

and Chris is also right

i just wanna F**KING JUST CRY LIKE- what did i do..like i f**king hate life im never good enough..like i literally dont know why...am i that much of a burden...hell idk if he was even tellling the truth...he's prolly been dating someone else too..

Ya didn't do shit

Zion. Listen to me.
If it seems like you're not good enough for them, yet you're good enough for us, then f**k them. F**K THEM.

You're not a burden to them, hell, we're more of a burden to you because we make you stress about if you're good enough for us.

If he wasn't telling the truth, that's his problem, no? You don't need to blame yourself, cause you are not of fault for them to choose to lie to you, that's THEIR issue.

No, you're not a burden, atleast to me and you're good enough, you might not be the best person, but I know for sure that you're atleast a good person.

you just proved my point...he wants more than just me. even though he said he wanted it to be just us..im not good enough.

Assuming the worst atleast, maybe you weren't for him and his opinion, but I know that you mean the world to other people, atleast to me

*in his opinion

*sigh* I'm so sorry, I literally feel like shit.

That isn't what I meant..they were probably just greedy...not that you weren't good enough..I wouldn't EVER wanna try to say that to you.

What if he just wanted you entirely to yourself, like in general? I feel like it's that, because you still had all of us, your friends there.

im glad i have friends like you honestly.

I am too. I'm glad you think that, you have no idea how happy it makes me feel to hear it. I don't get it often..

Likewise to you, you've helped me through some shit also in the past.

It'll be alright, can't put judgement since I don't know the situation, if it helps you can see this as a learning experience

idk anymore..

We're here for you, or atleast me and Chris are. Life is complicated, sometimes it takes a while to figure things out.

Just my opinion but i think it was
You said he scared you
If that doesn't sound like a toxic relationship to you the idk what is

i dislike being yelled at

Everyone does-
Also knowing the game he probably just said he hurted himself to guilt trip you but actually didn't
Trust me, leaving him was a good idea
F**ker said he wants to smoke my f**king dad's ashes for f**k's sake

true...i just really loved them.and still do.

Stop thinking about that person who doesn't love you and instead think of the lots of people who do

Chris and slushy/frozen drink (idrk what his name is but he seems like a cool dude) really do love you tho
I do too but only as a friend

yeah im scared he's gonna yell at me or he's gonna hurt himself or do some stupid shit i care too much.

"i'm scared he's gonna yell at me"
That's a big red flag