one day a few years ago I was going to attempt suicide and I was waiting on my family to fall asleep and I didnt know that my uncle falls asleep with the tv on so I thought he was awake so I was on youtube waiting for him to fall asleep and I found this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUtYQoUOYTk and I loved it and I watched as many of them I could find and eventually passed out waiting so next morning I had to wait till night agian so when I went back on youtube but in my recommended was Odin wolfs video about things you should never say to a furry (probably because I watched so many of those animation videos) but when I say that in my recomended I thought what is he wearing? what is a furry? so I looked into it a while and became a furry later discovered femboys and became bisexual and now I'm not depressed anymore.