Yeah but she shouldn't have been in love to begin with
She turned 14 like last week 😭
I didn't get in my first real relationship until I was just turned 15-
That ended h o r r i b l y.
aye bro
i love you
in a fren way ofc but i'd still be there for you man. it's ok to feel alone sometimes but it doesnt mean that it's gonna last forever. there are probably alot of people that are interested in you they just dont know how to let you know (young minds ig) but dont worry mate theres alot a people out there for you and if you ever need me you can talk to me in memechat ^^
I jsut like, ok honestly, there’s probably nobody that’s interested in me- cause irl most people hate me and then I honestly have few friends online that I actually talk to a lot and I know that the ones I do have are jsut friends and don’t like me in that way. And yeah I know it won’t last forever but liek Idk I just keep hoping that something good will happen and I can get with someone that I actually know like is interested in me and won’t hurt me. I also keep hoping that the person I currently liek will just like at least be my f**king friend again because I KNOW AT ONE POINT THEY LIKED ME NOT EVEN THAT LONG AGO BECAUSE WE BOTH GOT F**KING SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL BECAUSE WE WERE LITERALLY TALKING ON A GOOGLE DOC AND THEY WERE FLIRTING WITH ME AND AND TOLD ME THEY LIKED ME AND JUST UGH I WISH I NEVER GOT SUSPENDED FROM THAT BECAUSE THINGS WOULD BE BETTERRRRR 😭😭😭
Well liek ok the thing is that idk if they ever stopped liking me or not- Because liek ok after we both got f**king suspended they kinda liek jsut stopped taking as much and wanted to stay out of trouble but liek once we both got back to school I started talking to them again and then uh s o m e t h i n g happened and like I was questioning if they still liked me or not, asked them about it the next day, they asked if we could bring the subject again later (which I get why they said that because it was probably not the best tiem to bring it up) but like anyways so I felt embarrassed and didn’t bring it up again and just liked tried to get closer to them, started to hang out with them and stuff and whatnot and actually once when we were hanging out they said something that felt liek they were flirting with me or what of and whatever and jsut like this continue and I felt like they might of still liked me because of certain things said and whatnot and the fact that we’re actually f**king toilers ting me because I talked to them a lot and would kinda bother them but like anyways THEN like a week or 2 ago my best friend yelled at them to stay away from our friend group so like they stopped being friends with me because of it and actually they’ve been kinda mean to the other people in my friends group lately but not me which I find strange because like I’m for example, two times this last week when I was hanging out for a few minutes with my friend after school and then leave to go home the person I liked jsut liek went up to my friend after I left and shoved them or elbowed them or something (which those 2 in particular don’t really get along) and like they’ve done it to another friend too when they jsut like walk by them I guess but what I find strange is that they never do it to me because I was by them almost every day at school and like see them a lot too and lie Idk sometimes I’ll just look in there direction and we’ll jsut make eye contact or whatever but liek they haven’t done anything really mean to me liek they do to my other friends which I find super weird and jsut UGHHHHH I WISH WE WERE STILL FRIENDSSSSSSSSS- I dont liek that this is happening because school is almost over and I’m going to f**king Highschool next year so I’ll most likely never see them again and just ugh it sucks. I have the urge to email them and jsut try to get them to respond or even jsut go up to them BUT IM SO SCAREDDDDD
