Honestly, yeah, a lot of my sadness does come from that. Ive been heartbroken, what, 8 times now? But its fine- I just, i wanna be in a relationship so i dont feel so lonely all the time, and i want to feel loved by someone, anyone. I wanna have a relationship thats just sweet and romantic and perfect, but it never happens- Whenever im wit someone, it just isnt like that, and then i end up getting heartbroken. I dont wanna be lonely though- i really dont- I want someone to love me- Honestly, love is probably a thing i'll never get, because when i love someone, they never truly love me back. And, plus, ive fallen in love like, what, 3 times? And those people were someone i knew on amino, who rejected me, CC (one of my ex's) who severely broke my heart (and i say that because he was the longest relationship i ever had, since we were together for like 9 months) and then, well, Ethan actually, but me and him arent friends anymore so lol...
Sorry for my vent btw- Lol-