Still bored

CROSS MY HEART, AND HOPE TO DIE POEM; CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE STICK A NEEDLE IN MY EYE WAIT A MOMENT, I SPOKE A LIE I NEVER REALLY WANTED TO DIE. BUT IF I MAY AND IF I MIGHT MY HEART IS OPEN FOR TONIGHT THOUGH MY LIPS ARE SEALED AND A PROMISE IS TRUE I WON'T BREAK MY WORD MY WORD TO YOU. CROSS MY HEART HOPE TO DIE STICK A NEEDLE IN MY EYE. A SECRET'S A SECRET MY WORD IS FOREVER I WILL TELL NO ONE ABOUT YOUR CRUEL ENDEAVOR. YOU CLAIM NO PAIN BUT I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR WORDS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO. TEARY EYES BROKEN HEART LIFE HAS TORN YOU APART CROSS MY HEART HOPE TO DIE STICK A NEEDLE IN MY EYE I LOVED YOU THEN I LOVE YOU NOW I'LL STILL LOVE YOU THOUGH I'LL BREAK MY VOW. I CAN'T HOLD THIS SECRET ANY LONGER IT'S HURTING YOU NOT MAKING YOU STRONGER. YOU'RE MY FRIEND SO I'LL RISK YOUR RESPECT BY HURTING YOU I CAN PROTECT I'LL SAVE YOURSELF SINCE YOU WILL NOT YOU MIGHT HATE ME BUT I'LL GIVE IT A SHOT. I'M WILLING TO RISK OUR BOND THAT WE OWN SO LONG AS YOU'RE SAFE YOU WON'T BE ALONE. CROSS MY HEART HOPE TO DIE STICK A NEEDLE IN MY EYE BREAK MY PROMISE TELL A LIE SAVE MY FRIEND THOUGH, MAYBE IT'S 'BYE.'