One last chick to catch, and then my depression decided to strike

what is causing this?! abuse? trauma?

It just happens at random, I don’t know why

This doesn't happen for no reason.

I'm not a psychologist, but I think this is from lack of social interaction.

I choose to not interact with others irl

I don’t think it is from a lack of social interaction

I see what it does to people. It's not attention seeking because you don't encounter social situations where you would feel the need to do so.

I literally cannot talk to a real person irl