Just feeling terrible about myself,, again. (more in comments)

I just wish I someone else and not as insecure as I am. All I can think about is stress, people who hate me, and just other bad things. The internet is a terrible place this is messing with my depression and mental health. I know I need help, but I don't want it. BUT,, the real reason for this vent is that being a furry is hard. Almost every friend I had left me after I became a furry, and even my lover. I want to change who I am but I also don't and can't. I'm so tired of living and my life.

Although saying it's fine is an understatement, it's better to be prepared for what's to come when coming out saying your a furry since the internet is not always a kind place. Though that's not really my point but just a little reminder, what I really want to say is If you want to breakdown, scream and cry its okay. Coming from a stranger online might sound weird or not, but I just want you to know your not alone.

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hey, hey. stop that. i had it once and i decided to wear a mask in public if i needed to.
if you are thinking stuff like that you´ll just dig yourself in a deeper hole, how about you do somthing that might be fun such as hanging out with friends, do somthing with pets, maybe your hobbys.
just dont keep thinking about it, it will only get worse, okay?

not that im a furry myself, but i hate just to see how some people are desperate for help.